wheeeeeee... the chalet was fun!! altho i had to carry alot of extra food home.. and there were no stars!!! but the bbq food was great and the staying-up-almost-all-night was fun too.. it's almost-all-night cos i decided to catch some sleep just before dawn.. the most enjoyable part was suaning angie and sammy like crazzzzzzzzzy... hehe. *sees angie charging with a parang* whoohoooo. like HALF the class knows!! muahahaha.. imagine the WHOLE class went for chalet and gets all the juicy info about angie and sammy's love life mannnnn... wheeeee.. LOL.. OH YEA, and the TRUTH OR DARE was the juiciest.. haha, altho i missed out the part when sammy had to spill out the truth about who he likes.. darn. couldnt hear him say "angie". darn darn. HAHA. and eugene was super good at asking all those questions! dat got all the guys, esp JS dying.. haha. i'm not gonna spill it here... those who dunno go ask JS. lalalaaaa.. for me, i did have to tell them abt ET, and angie had to add in all those stuff ya??? hmm.. mine not as juicy as JS's la.. cos it's been for quite long already.. plus it's LDMR-ing.. nothing interesting, not like sammy&angie-interesting u know.. hehe. i wonder when will we have such a fun time again?? wheeee...

anw, stayed on at sentosa after the chalet to meet kim and angela.. ok la.. sadly it was just the 3 of us.. and plus i suck at vball and it's like their cca! truthfully i felt kinda left out la.. since most of the time i either cudnt get the ball or shot it to africa or sth.. maybe that was a bad timing.. besides sunset bay was like dominated by guys.. so weeeeeeirrrrrrd. so i gave up trying to play vball, decided to go for a swim. shucks. wrong decision. got stung by baby jellyfish! that freaked kim out tho.. sorry~ but luckily it wasnt too bad.. kiim's hp got stolen tho.. bad timing as well, cos her 7250 died.. is tat suay or is dat SUAY?! well anw, i jus stoned while they played vball game with some other guys.. really sian la.. so i left lo.. wad, stay there and rot meh.. plus got cyf session ma!

talking abt session, it was, how to say. really struck a chord man. after listening to isabelle i sorta thought that the 2nd part of session was arranged for me indirectly kinda thing.. it was like God had meant for me to go down for session, for steph to make me go down even tho i was super tired.. really thank steph for tat act.. otherwise i really wud've jus stuck my head into the pillows.. yeaa.. so i poured half my chest out.. it's like such a accumulated thing so if i started i wud've taken lik 3 days to finish it... it wasnt too emotional.. but the act of re-accounting just sent tears streaming automatically.. guess the cut's really deep.. i never thought all these relatives' stuff would affect me dat badly.. and just 5 yrs ago i was so ignorant abt all those stuff.. to think my mom had to bear and suffer alone.

anw, is partying really that bad?! i never found it very.. er.. BAD. does partying mean i'm rebellious?! cmon! do i look rebellious to u?! it's also not like i club every week?! the last time i told my mom i was going for party after abstaining for 3 bloody freaking MONTHS and wanna guess wad she said?! mom shouts: girl ar! why u ALWAYS go dancing?! --> -_- >_< like 3 months is ALWAYS meh?!?!?!?! i sooo found no sense in her claims.. THEREFORE, i'm going Embassy on the 19th. HAHAHA... i'm wicked~